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| Lucy | Kelsey Jane | Anon | Ashley |
| Emily | Anon | Emma | Holly |
| Jessica | Jake | Taylor | Stuart |
| Kelsey | Mimi | Maya | Deni |
Lucy
I was 18 years old when I first lost my virginity.
I had never really been in a relationship, but this wasn't just a relationship. I'd know my boyfriend since Jr high, but it wasn’t until the beginning of grade 12 that he had become my best friend.
At first we were only friends with benefits, which was fine, but then I decided it was time to try a relationship. When we started dating, we were both virgins, and openly talked about sex and any other matter, neither of us were very shy around the other.
Before losing it, we had done other things, so sex was pretty hyped up for us. He came over one afternoon when both my parents were at work, and I told him to bring a condom. We were watching a movie, and then started getting in the mood. He left to the bathroom to put it on, and by this time I started getting really nervous, although I'm not sure why, because by this point in time, I knew I loved him, and I wanted to do this. When he came back we proceeded to kiss, touch and what not. Knowing him, I thought he would make it clear he would be gentle, or ask if it hurt, but he didn\'t at all. It was more, slide in and thrust. I was surprised at first, because I felt no pain at all, but at the same time, I didn\'t feel too much pleasure either, it was just kind of, happening. After we just laid in bed and talked, but about nothing important. It just seemed like another day. I do kind of wish it was a little different then it was, but everyone's first time story is different.
I wanna stress on safe sex! I would never have sex without birth control or a condom! Please be safe! It really is worth it!
Kelsey Jane
Mine and My Boyfriend shared our first time on our 6 month anniversary. We are both 17!
We had been talking about our first time for a while now, discussing the mixed feelings we had, and how we were nervous and inexperienced. For our six month anniversary I decided to dress up in my lingerie, he had never seen me in anything like this before so naturally he was turned on. He began to kiss me tenderly and run his arms up and down my body, this got me turned on and I told him I was ready and I wanted to take it to the next step.
So we got a condom from the draw, and he proceeded to lay me down on my bed, he was gentle and soft so I felt completely comfortable with him and allowed him to take my clothes off. We kept making out as he unwrapped and placed the condom on, I was nervous at this point as I always was worried about the pain. Once he had the condom on there was no turning back this was it! My First Time!
He asked me if I want to be on the top or bottom, thinking what would be more comfortable for me, I initially chose to be on the bottom but we could get it in, so he suggested I go on top. This was much easier as we both could control the situation better! My next thought was the pain and yes as he penetrated for the first few time it was a little painful, but nothing compared to what it had been hyped up to be.
Soon it became pleasurable not orgasmic, just his nice sensation, warm and loving, my boyfriend continued to check to make sure I wasn’t in pain and that I was enjoying myself, which I was. Being his first time too, he came pretty fast, he at first was discouraged at the fact I didn’t orgasm like he did, but as soon as I got off him he continued to finger me until I came.
After this experience I just laid in his arms for hours. He continually told me he loved me, and just held me as we talked and kissed. It was the most beautiful, spiritual connection I have ever had with him. It was romantic, like something out of a movie, which I wasn’t expecting considering everybody tells you its nothing like that!
After about half an hour I asked him if he wanted to try again, which he did so I got on top of him and this time helped him guide his way inside. This time it wasn’t painful at all, just that nice sensation again, it also lasted a lot longer and was as special as the first time we tried!
This is a day I will never forget! If you do it with somebody you love then it is a completely different experience, I don’t think this experience has distanced us, it has made us closer together! I love him with all my heart and hopefully one day we will be together forever.
Anon
I was in the 7th grade. School was almost out. I had dated the same boy for a while and something about him made me feel so comforted. I felt protected with him. I just wanted someone to love me and that's what he did. One day one thing lead to the other and I lost my virginity. He went around telling everyone and then broke up with me weeks later. Although he hurt me so bad, I still loved him. I wanted him back. I cried myself to sleep every night. That is no understatement. After we broke up all I could think about was him. He soon dated others and I never felt like I could. I was so scared to have a relationship from the moment he left on. I'm in the 9th grade now. I have a boyfriend for the first time since then. He is really caring and nicer than any of the men in the past relationships.
Our relationship hasn't ended yet and I feel the need to take another step. He hasn't ever had a serious relationship. I cried while even thinking about telling him I have had sex before. I know he will still love me, but I don't love myself anymore. I finaly worked up the courage to talk to him about it. He was upset of course but he understood. It just hurts to this day to wake up next to him knowing he gave me his gift of love, his virginity. I had nothing to give. It made me feel worthless. I wanted to give him something special, I love him. I know he still loves me and he wouldn't ever leave me, but it still hurts to know I gave my love away to someone who hurt me.
I just wanted to let everyone know, girls and guys. Please don't play with sex? It isn't a toy, at all. I know you hear this speech everyday, but you really don\'t know how bad it hurts to give it up and not be truly loved. When you do know what that feeling is like, it will be too late. I'm not trying to be a father, mother, sister, or brother. I'm not trying to be anything. What I am trying to do is let you all learn from my mistakes, because there is no turning back. Once you cross that line you cant go back no matter how hard you try or how long you cry. You will have to live with the choices you make now for the rest of your life. There is no running away from the truth. It is one of the most painfull things. So when you think your ready to have sex, please think it over. You can make or break your life by one single choice made.
Ashley
My name is Ashley. I am currently 17 about to be 18, but i lost my virginity when i was 16.
My first time was not how i thought it would be or how i wanted it to be.
The guy, i had known since my freshman year of high school and he was a great person, sweet and kind..... then anyways. We remained just friends for about a year and a half, two years but there was always something there between us. He had asked me out once freshman year but i had major problems with drinking and partying, some drug habits then and I didn't think that i was the right person for him, for he was really smart, kind of a geek lol but i really did like him we were just way different.
I stopped the drinking and partying with his help for he cared enough about me that he talked to my parents and told them that he was worried about me and they got me help. We still remained friends after that and i started to take things more seriously in my life. We started going to school dances together Homecoming and the sweetheart dances yada yada lol and the first time he kissed me was at the sweetheart dance freshman year. I freaked out for he was the first person I had ever felt true feelings for and I wasn't ready for a relationship then. We didn't date that year, the kiss made things a little awkward after that but we laughed it off eventually.
We started dating at the beggining of our junior year and we talked a lot and one day sex came up in the conversation. I had known since freshman year that he was a virgin. He never new that i was a virgin for he never really asked but he told me one day that he had heard that i wasn't a virgin from my friends and that he was okay with it if i wasn't virgin. I was a little mad that he just assumed that i wasn't a virgin instead of asking but we talked about it and everything was okay he said sorry.
We were at his house one night and his mom had left to go get pizza for dinner. We were just laying on the couch watching a movie and as soon as his mom left he looked at me and pulled a condom from his pocket and said do you want to. I was shocked for we hadn't been doing anything but cuddling, not kissing or anything. My body wanted to but my emotions said no for the mere fact that i didnt know if i truly loved him and if i was ready. But i said sure. He took off my shirt, bra, pants, and my underware so fast that he was in me like 15 seconds after i had said yes. It hurt a little and lasted for about 10 minutes and it felt good but there was no emotion to it, it was just sex.
We dated for three months and after that night our relationship became about sex. We broke up once during that period but only for a matter of days. We got back together hoping things would change but it didn't. He told me he loved me but love shouldn't have been about sex. When I had a pregnancy scare and told him, he waited for me to tell him that i wasn't pregnant then he broke up with me a few days later. He said he didn't want to be with me but we could still be friends with benefits. I was so upset with him. WHAT A JERK. We haven't really talked since we broke up start of 2nd semester junior year, but i have classes with him and i had to work with him a couple of times on projects but we aren\'t really friends anymore. I miss the nice guy he use to be. After we lost our virginity to eachother he turned into and ass.
IDK what happened but i really regret that night now. Especially now that i am with a great person and have been for almost 9 months and i love him and he loves me and he wants to make love not have sex. He is sweet and gentle and takes things slow. I wish it was him.
My advice for both girls and guys is make sure you really want to have sex and make sure that the person your with respects you; both your body and how you feel when it comes to sex and your relationship. Talk about the what if's and really make sure YOU'RE READY!!!!!!
ACCIDENTS HAPPEN PEOPLE........... PLEASE PLEASE PROTECT YOURSELF FROM STD'S AND PREGNANCY WHEN YOU HAVE SEX.
ABSTINANCE ALSO IS COURAGIOUS AND ANYONE WHO IS A VIRGIN, TEENS OR YOUNG ADULTS GOOD JOB FOR YOU. DON'T EVER FEEL PRESSURED AND BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE.
Emily
I lost my "V" when i was 14 to my ex boyfriend. I thought i was ready but now i dont think i was, it was a little uncomftable and i think i regret it. I think i was presured into doing it because some of my mates were winding me up about it.
When we done it the house was empty and he was very pushy. There was a realy aquard scilence for about 20 muinets and the finaly i gave in being me. It was realy uncomftable taking my clothes off infront of him and i wasn't realy shure what to do, so i just went along with it.
Looking back i can see that i realy wasn't ready.
My advice to any one thinking about having sex for the first time would be to make shure YOU feel comftable and dont just do it to impress your mates. When you have sex with some one you realy want to have sex with it makes it a ot easier and more enjouabe. I am currently with my partner of abou 7 months and it feels right and i do not feel like i have to do it but that i want to.
Also be smart and use protection or face the chances of worrying for months about being pregnant. it drives you mad all of those thoughts.
REMEMBER ... \"DONT BE SILLY PROTECT YOUR WILLY\".
Anon
I got into my first long term relationship when I was 16. He was everything to me, my best friend,my boyfriend and the person I was in love with. I was sexually experienced but had never had sex before, whereas he was a virgin. We started "doing stuff" after a couple of weeks and it was great.
We spent most days together, we got on so well and I was so in love with him. After five and a half months we had sex for the first time. It didn't go so well as he came basically two seconds after going in me.....this was only because he was excited. We had sex twice a day from then on and it got better and better. We loved each other. We planned our future and couldn't spend time away from each other, he was the only thing that mattered. However our whole relationship was based on attraction and wanting to do stuff with each other.
We were together for sixteen months until it started going wrong, he had always been possessive and kept accusing me of cheating on him. He then would argue with me and refuse to speak to me because he was busy with friends, he told me i wasn't allowed to hang out with boys because they all fancied me. He had just got his first job and was acting differently, I started only seeing him once a week down from five and we stopped having sex, I started crying alot because I didn't want to lose him but all the arguing was hurting me so much. He told me that i had changed and that he loved the "old me" that if i just changed back he would be happy again. He told me i was too hard to please. We were on the phone one night after he had returned from work. He had asked me what i had been doing, i told him i had been in mine with some friends. He said were they guys, i said yes, he said that was the last straw, he was mad because i knew he didnt like me having boys in my room and that i was doing it deliberatly. I told him i loved him and not to be stupid because i would never intentionally hurt him. He then kept going on saying how i was a bad gf and i had changed and how i cryed all the time i was never happy how he loved the old me. I had had enough i told him it was over.
I hung up the phone. I realised what was i doing i dont want to lose him, he's my everything, i love him, i phoned back but he said it was over, i had ended it and i promised i would never do that, but i had so he couldnt trust me. After that weeks went by, he wouldnt talk to me without arguing but told me to wait for him and if i changed back he would get back with me, but everything i did wasnt good enough. We were together 19 months and it took me 10 months to stop crying over him, I love him and always will.
Basically our whole relationship was based around sex and we never took the time to get to know each other initialy, we went straight to doing stuff and missed out the foundations of a good stable, healthy relationship.I think that if i hadn't had sex with him things would be different. When you have sex with someone your body releases hormones which make you feel emotionally attached to that person, but that only happens in women. Maybe if i had waited it would have been easier to let go of him. I would wait to find someone. You have got to know, love, trust and care for. Let it be a relationship where you can have your own ambitions and can feel good about yourself. If they are putting you down or theres no trust its not a healthy relationship. You need to be mature enough to handle a sexuality active relationship. Make sure you know your ready. :)
Emma
In the beginning of 8th grade I was 13, and I met my soon-to-be boyfriend. He was adorable, sweet, and very very cute. We were best friends for about 3 months before we started going out, both of us doing wonders for the other person. He was new to the school, so I introduced him to all of my friends, and I had really rough family situations which I was trying to cope with through drug and alcohol usage. He helped me completely stop all of that, and needless to say, even though we were only 13 at the time truly in love.
We first started doing stuff about 2 months into the relationship, and I was the dominant one. He was very innocent, and sweet, not one to start experimenting unlike me who is kind of wild and a little reckless. We would kiss and cuddle and do all sorts of things, kiss each other all over when we had time alone, give each other back rubs, have fun with candy and kisses. It always felt so good to be with him, he was the person I loved through and through.
About 7 months into our relationship, I being 14 now, and him about to turn 14 in a week, we decided to have sex. I know it may seem really really early to some people, and when I think back on it, I agree it sounds early, but it felt completely right at the time. We were downstairs when no one was home, and we had sex on the couch. I had been on the pill for a few months, so we didn\'t need to worry about condoms. It hurt a lot for me, we didn't really know what to do, all of our sexual experiences being with the other person, but just to tell anyone, use extra lube, it really makes it a lot better. Even though it hurt, it was still an amazing a beautiful thing for us. I could never regret losing my virginity to him, even though we are no longer together. We were together for a year, and recently split up, though we are still amazing friends.
The only things I would give as helping advice for girls or boys about to lose their virginity is use extra lube, be gentle with your partner, and PRACTICE SAFE SEX. I cannot stress this enough, once we did have sex and I wasn't on the pill and we didn't use a condom. Even though he pulled out early, I was frightened for weeks (three exactly. XD) that I was pregnant. I would feel phantom movements in my stomach, and was convinced or morning sickness. I wasn't pregnant, but it was very possible, pulling out is not a form of birth control, and I have never been more terrified than I was in those three weeks. I hope you all have or have had wonderful first times, I know I did and I will never regret it.
Holly
I have known my current boyfriend since we were in grade school. We started dating when i was 15 & we're still together, I'm 18 now. I love him & I know that he loves me too. My family and I don't believe in sex before marriage. I never planned on having sex before I got married, my boyfriend knew this & was okay with it.
We were together on a Saturday night & planned to go to dinner & a movie. Our plans didn't work out too well so we ended up staying at his house. No one was home so we cuddled and kissed on his bed. One thing led to another and we were having sex. As soon as I realized that it was happening I started to regret it and knew it was a big mistake. Even though I do love him and couldn't think of another person I'd rather lose my virginity to, I wasn't emotionally ready to have sex for the first time. I wish that we would have talked about it before it happened, because maybe now i wouldn't feel so guilty about it. I used to love being around my boyfriend all the time before, I still do, but every time I see him I think of what happened that night. I'm very close to my mom & I always tell her just about everything that's going on in my life, but I can't tell her this because I know she'd be super disappointed in me. This is something that I'll have to live with for the rest of my life & can't take it back. Sex does bring people closer together but sometimes it can also pull people apart.
Jessica
My name is Jessica and i am 21. My first time was with my husband. We met when we were 12 through his cousin who was my best friend at the time. we dated on and off for almost 10 years and got married 4 months ago. he was my first everything. how it happened was: we were both 17 and for a year i was too afraid to have sex because i was so afraid of becoming pregnant. we had messed around starting at 14. we were at his grandmothers house in the spare bedroom and home alone. he asked me if we could at least try just the tip and i said sure. well i started to like it and we just continued. that night we talked on the phone about it and how much we love each other. it made us closer because it was more making love than just having sex with us. we ended up having sex five times a day ever since. and now we are married and trying to have a baby. we are both in the military and he is over in afghanistan right now. he comes home in 8 weeks. he has been gone for almost 10 months. im so glad i had him as my first instead of just giving in to just anyone. we tried dating other people and kept getting back together. and after getting back together when we were 17 we knew our future was going in the same direction and decided to give ourselves to each other. it feels so much better when you lose it to someone you love and can see yourself with them forever.
Jake
I have read a lot of these stories and saw that many are from girls. Im a boy who is 17 and i lost my virginity 4 days ago to a girl i really do love. Here is my story...
I met this girl my freshman year in my english class, and i thought she was so beautiful and out of my grasp. But, we talked all the time because we sat next to eachother and i started to walk her home after school, even if i had to walk back to get a ride. all freshman year we got closer and closer and thats how it was through sophmore year.
At the beginning of my sophmore year we dated, and i was very shy about doing anthing physical, but we went slow. We dated on and off for one year now, and even though we have broke up sometimes it was not over anything serious. We are best friends who love eachother and four days ago we both had sex for the first time.
It was a random day off from school, and we have not been together for 1 month and i missed her so much. I went over while her mom was at work and we watched tv, made hot co co, and talked. Everything was normal until i leaned in to kiss her.She said no, and said we were over, but we started to makeout. and we kept kissing and moving faster, we went upstairs and laid in her bed. She asked if i wanted to and i said only if your ready. I put it in her and her face showed a lot of pain, and i could tell when i popped her cherry. But we continued until she said to stop. But after we laid in her bed and talked and it felt so right, and there is no other girl in the world i would rather be with then her.
Im happy my first time was meaningful, and i want everyone to know that bestfriends truely can lead to more.
Taylor
Well, my story... I am 19 years old and my fiance is 20. The reason I wanted to share my story, is the fact that I am still a virgin. My fiance, however, is not. We have known eachother for about 5 years, and dated about 4 years ago. We broke up because I had a lot of family issues, and couldn't handle a boyfriend. I was never the dating type anyway. But now he is in the Army. We started talking, and we only dated 3 weeks before he proposed to me.... crazy, I know. But we both told eachother our secret love that we still had for eachother. He is a great guy, truly "on in a million".
He respects the fact that I am a virgin, and that I want to save myself for after marriage (which everyone should do). I am very proud of myself for keeping this precious gift for the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with. But, I am almost temped to give it up early, fearing the honeymoon will be dreadful because I can't handle sex. I know it will hurt, and I know it will change my life, but I really dont think I will ever be ready. I am not ashamed to say that I am really scared to lose my virginity. I am afraid of the pain, little things that may embarrass me, lack of experience, and the overall concept.
I guess the whole point of my story is that I am a lucky woman with a wonderful, heroic man that I can give this precious gift to. Today, sex is just another thing people do to "have fun". When in all reality, it is something that should be shared between you and the man/woman you are married to. Sex is meant for making babies. Yes, there is pleasure in it, but that's not what it is for. My fiance wishes with all his heart he could've saved himself, just as I did. Don't do something you are going to regret! I am very content with my decision, and wouldn't change it for the world. Trust me, you are way better off saving yourself. And also, people will look up to you if you do.
Stuart
Hey, I am a 15 year old guy from Scotland, in a few days I will be 16 which means I will be legal. I have been going out with my girlfriend (named M for the purpose of this story) for about two months and last night we went to my cousins 16th birthday party, it was awesome and we got pretty drunk. I know you Americans out there will be shocked and appauled that a 15 year old is allowed by his parents to drink but in my country alcohol is not such a big deal, neither is under-age sex.
So anyway, quite late into the night we were left alone in my cousins bedroom. We started kissing like we always do and she was wearing an amazing dress which made her look hotter than ever. I started sliding my hand up her perfect thighs towards her crotch, she was happy to let my rub her through her tights and panties but not to take it any further. She warned me that she did not want to fuck until she was legal, I told her I loved her and that I respect how she feels, I gave up then and we went back to get another drink and mingle.
After we left the party I spent some time in Ms house, we kissed on the couch and we did the usual, I slipped off her dress and she unbuttoned my shirt. I love the feel of her breasts pressing againts my chest and im sure she could feel my erection through her underwear as she was moving her hips a lot. I started rubbing her between the thighs again and then went under her tights, it was when I went under her panties that she moved my hand. M told me that she did not feel she was ready and I told her that I understood. I was slightly embarrased and my hand was wet so i just went back to hugging her and groping her ass. I felt bad for trying to make her do things that we had not talked about before hand.
I am not unhappy to wait for M because I love her. I will definitely wear a condom when the time comes because I really cannot afford to be a father.
Kelsey
Okay, so my frist time was about a month ago. It was with my boyfriend that I\'ve been with him for about six months. I always thought I would be with a guy for a long time or even married before I had sex. Three months or so after me and my boyfriend starting dating I started to think about have sex with him, but we had hardly even made out. I know, this makes me sound kinda whore-ish. I never really said anything to him about it, but he told me that he didn\'t want to yet and it could ruin us. I didn\'t want to yet, I was only thinking about it. And let me a sure you that I had never thought about it before.
About three months later we were at his house, and we started to make out and he started to finger me, which wasn\'t anything new for us. Ha. But then we got under the cover and we just kept doing that for a while, then he started to take my pants off. I didn\'t stop him and when he did that I pretty much knew where it was leading. Then he took off his jeans, and then he stopped and asked if I wanted to. I said yes, but I told him we had to safe.
While he was getting the condom, all I could think about am I really doing this. I was so nervous, scared, and excited all at time same time. Well, when he came back he ask me again and made sure, and he also said that he wasn\'t doing this just because he is a guy and he really cares about me, and that he would only do it with me. Well then started to, Ha. Since it being both of our first time, we were both nervous. I was really tight, and it was differcult for him to get \"in\". He finally did, and we only did \"it\" for a few minutes, and this we stopped because his dad was getting home soon.
We plan on doing it again, and actually I want to do it again. Basically, if your thinking about having sex then you should know your ready and you love the person. The most important thing is to be safe.
I read these before my first time, and I actually think it\'s kinda helpful.
Mimi
Well I have been dating my boyfriend for almost a year. After three months of going out he left for the Army. Yes I am an army girlfriend. I am 17 and he just turned 18. We are very much in love and can talk about anything. His parents came to our house to meet mine and even though the tensions are still there he is willing to fight for me. We both have big dreams; he wants to become a cop after he retires from the Army. I want to go to Harvard and become a lawyer. We are both supportive in our career choice. He is finally coming back after 5 months of training in Kentucky and Georgia. I am very excited! This Saturday is my winter ball and he is making it just on time!! We have planned our life out and we are happy knowing that our ends meet and that we will both are going to be on the same page throughout life. I am very lucky I found a responsible smart guy that knows what he wants to do in the future.
We have talked about sex and while we know that we do want each other we know we are too young to make that choice and to deal with the possible consequences. We are going to wait until I am out of college or we get married. I love him and he loves me and waiting for the right time cannot mean anything but I love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. Besides being my boyfriend he is my best friend that I can always count on. All our teachers agree that we are a perfect match. We are the funny intellectual type that get along with everyone and enjoy having conversations with our teachers. He just has the perfect personality and I cant think of anyone else I would ever want to share my life with.
So ladies, HE IS MINE!!! Go find your own “one in a million”!! Don’t give yourself up to any jerk that all he wants it to get in your pants so that later on he can dump you. You can even get pregnant!! Little girls 12, 13, 14,15,16,17 you and I are still kids. Enjoy your kid life while it lasts and worry about growing up later. I am happy being the only one at work that is still a virgin, and not pregnant! For all I care I AM GOING TO HARVARD!! Think about your future, I think about mine constantly and I don’t want my dreams to be stopped because of something I could have avoided. I am 17 and still a virgin, and will continue to be for the next 4 yrs! Think about how much one moment of pleasure can destroy!
Maya
Hey, my name is Maya. I have lived in New York all my life. In grade 8 i met this amazing hot, good looking, understanding guy named Nick (Nicholas). We were introduced to each other by a group of friends. I was only 14. We got really close over a couple of months.. and he also took me out for a movie and dinner on the beach for my 15th birthday.
That was one of the best birthdays of my life.. we wernt exactly going out at that time.. so that night.. he proposed to me for going into a relationship.. as bf and gf.. i was shocked.. my response was i big fat YES !
Our parents were absolutely fine with both of us meeting.. which i really appreciated. On our One Year Anniversary ( a day before my 16th birthday ) he took me to meet his family.. me and his family gelled really well ! Which is one of the best things about this relationship
An hour or so after his WHOLE family leaving for Jersey (family day) we headed up to his room and were watching \"the notebook\".. halfway through the movie.. He started feeling my arms and kissing my neck.. and he went on top of my and we started making out.
Things started to get heated.. he asked me \"baby, are you ready.. ?\" I said yes once again.. he started kissing my neck and once i said \" go down on me.. i want you baby\" he started moving down.. seconds later, he took of my shirt.. i wasnt wearing a bra.. he started softly caressing my boobs.. it felt good.. then he licked them made me let out an amazing moan.
He later went even down.. he pulled down my jeans .. and took off my hello kitty panities.. he started licking my pussy, he came up again.. i took the move.. i took of this shirt and slid of this pants. unbuttoned his boxers. He slowly and carefully put on the condom.. and inserted his erect penis into my vagina.. i was a virgin though. so was he.. i had heard stories about sex hurting for a couple of minutes
But, i felt amazing from the 1st second ! both of us were enjoying so much. I Kept moaning to make him feel stronger which helped.. he kept going faster and faster.. it felt SOOOO good ! This lasted for 2 hours and happened in different positions.. but i was always at the bottom.
We then cuddled and fell asleep. When we woke up later we started kissing and talking about how good it was. A little while later again, he started fingering me and licking my pussy.. right then his sister walked in.. i was so embarrassed. but it didnt matter. she was only 4 anyways
My first time sex was amazing. Me and Nicholas are getting engaged this month. I totally dont regret doing him, and the feeling is mutual.. we love each other
Deni
I was 14 years old when I met the love of my life. And most people are going to be like oh yeah your 14, you don\'t know what love is, but you could feel it. I had messages from God telling me that he was the one he was everything. I have always had trust issues and I have never been able to get close to people, but once this guy walked into my life. I couldn\'t deal with even imaging my life with out him. He treated me right and he made me feel great. We waited 3 months before we decided to do anything. And when we did at first I thought it was making me fall away from him, but at the end we got closer. He was also my best friend. I loved him so much and still do. But drama went on with the family after they found out. Things went hay wire and it was like they never wanted us to be together. They liked him, but didn\'t. Well then we moved and we were already together for a year. I was 16 and he was 16. The day of my 16 birthday we got in an argument because of everything that my parents were putting us threw and he broke it off with me. It has only been only 2 months since we haven\'t been together and I miss him more each and everyday. I want to be with him again. I really do. I don\'t want anybody else. I am dating other people, I\'m not having sex, but I want my guy back. I lost not only the love of my life. My best friend. I still love him and always have a place in my heart for him, but if he don\'t come back I will know not to keep holding on to something that is not there anymore. He broke his promise to me and that hurt. I hold back what I really feel all the time becauase I hate the cry. I don\'t regret it. but sometimes I wonder if we didn\'t have sex, if maybe the pain, wouldn\'t be as bad.